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Chantelle John

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Love to hang out with friends and relax, play with my computer, my man, Spending time with my Son. 03.07.05 7lbs, Avid EQ and EQ2 Player

http://babiesonline.com/babies/t/teylorin "some days Life just kicks u in the azz, so put on some padding and get back to it"

"nothing is as bad as it seems .. if it's bad it's not over yet, it will always get better"
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5/1/2006

Can't catch a break

Well ok check this out, i get a call one night at like 1 am from 9-1-1 dispatch and they are asking me if i am ok because they just got like 5 consecutive phone calls from me phone  Uhm ooooo K, this is news to me. as a matter of fact i was sitting on my couch watching a movie and doing nothing. buuut apparently my hubby had been beating me or something, YA! ok whatever blows ur hair back (fucking weird) ... ok so i look at my callers lists and 9-1-1 isn't showing up ... well, i let it slide for now thinking ok, well one time fuck up this will be ok. IT WASN'T!!!
 
 This has now happened to me everyday for 2 months, about 3 weeks after the first time this happened i am brought up on charged for prank calling to emergency services. (DID NOT DO THAT), and still my phone is not registering anything. by this time i have phoned my cell phone company almost daily to see if ic an find the problem .. so they tell me it's my phone .. has to be right .. ya ok ... 'tever. anyway, a couple weeks ago i go and attempt to upgrade my phones since reporgramming them hasn't worked, removing all emergency numbers hassn't worked. so i am told my upgrades SHOULD be free. HA! ya right .. no ... NOT, HA! 249.00 for the walkman phone and 149.00 for for the p207. ok fuck AND 35.00 PER phone for a service charge. heh ok so thats 468.00 now sitting on my cell phone bill.
 
ok whatever i can pay this at some point eventually ... now the bill is somthing like 968.00 for this month.. so ic all rogers because it starts happening again ... so guess what??? IT'S NOT ME OR MY PHONE!!! .. so they get it fixed i had to change my number to fix the problem .. and here is why, someone had a cell phone from telus and had the same number on the phone. now the programmed 9-1-1 was set to send MY number since it was the origional number for the phone .. so since it send my number it also sends my info ... YAY!!! lucky me ..  anyway ok .. i change my number cause some idiot is calling 9-1-1 and for some fucked reason not fixing a problem with his phone. whatever ... not my problem ...
 
so now i am told they can refund the amount of the 35.00 service charge per phone BUT notthe cost os the phones i had to buy to fix a problem they told me I (ME!!!!!!!) had to fix. greeeeeeat. so now i have to call back YET AGAIN, to get ahold of a manager who CAN give me this refund because GOD DAMN IT IT'S THEIR FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i fucking hate rogers right now i have never had so many problems with a phone company .. so now i have to shell out about 800 some dollars in the next week ... who the hellhas that kinda money .. bill fucking gates?
4/13/2006

Things are getting MUCH better but really busy

Well, Vanbyel has gotten ten times more active now that the weather is warm and we go out more often, so we spend half the day at the park or the mall letting him run himself out then we get home feed him and he runs himself nuts doing circles in the living room chasing kittiens and anyone who will run from him lol ... he said bye for the first time today which was really cool. the X-husband has become a better friend then he ever was a husband, he took me and my son out ans spent over 200 then he took me and a friend out and spent another 300, i figured he was trying to (excuse the language) get laid but he wasn;t he has been doing stuff like this every payday, he says simply because he feels like it .. he has no one else to spend it on and it's me or drugs lol .. so i guessi  am the better choice .. anyway .. have a good night all i am outie
3/25/2006

OMG enough with the washing of the clothes and such!!

 So much to do around here i just can't seem to get it all done, Moving sux it takes forever to get settled and we don't have nearly enough stuff for the place.
Our washing machine was broken for the longest time so now i have a million or so loads of laundry to do i have been at it for 3 days, man the water bill is gonna be a doozy. Have a friend comming to stay with me for a while she needs a place to crash. it's gonna make sleeping arrangements interesting since she is paying full rent we might have to move things around to get organized a bit better.
 
Vanyel has hit his terrible two's early by about a year, he is driving me crazy and now that were all sick it's worse .. he is cranky as well as driving me nuts,
 
looking for some part time work to help stabalize life here. not going well .. not many places will allow me to go restricted. unless i want next to NO hours.
 
So thats my complain't for the day
 
All is well here on the other side of things. health is getting better and Vanyel adjusted to the move wonderfully. i am gonna make some money of the litters of kittiens that keep comming into this house and one is going to pay for Nox's surgury (NO MORE KITTIENS), so all is well so far.
 
Talk to ya all later
3/13/2006

Another day gone

Well today has been a bit hectic but thankfully hubby has the day off tomorrow which means it's my turn to rest and relax and sleep in YAY!!
 
I have started selling on Ebay, i only have one item up now for a test run. go to Http://www.Ebay.ca and do an item search by user, type in johnchantelle123. i will have more sometime soon.
 
this is going to be the prelude to my new home business ... hopefully it works out well .. it will pay for my next course .. bye all
 
Oh and btw hope you enjoy the music ... taking requests .. late
3/12/2006

well another long ragged Day

This is almost a diary for me now haha .. except my fantasies and deep dark secrets aren't on her e.. i might star posting poetry here at some point .. and maybe even my short stories .. i have fun with that sort of thing .. anyway .. talk to ya all later ... this was just some more ramblings from me .. the freaky chick next door
3/10/2006

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Things are looking up yet again

Ok well for starters Vanyel turned 1 this week on the 7th, WHAT A FIASCO!!!  But a fun one  Vanyel had a great time and hubbies family came over to share cake and presents .. being one is wasn't so much a party as an evening to chase Vanyel around making him giggle .. he had a great time. i put the pics in this post so u can see it. It looks like my schedual can get back on track soon vanyel has gotten used to sleeping in his own room so i can sleep a little longer now, and it seems (according the quack doctor) that after all that hell i went throught i am fine .. apparently my body fixed the problem on it's own hence the pain (ya right) .. or so the doc says .. anyway i feel alot better and have some more energy, i have taken to making Dream Catchers and selling them on E-bay (johnchantelle123) and well i won't know how that works out for a while yet.
 
Hubby is on Days now .. so he is home earlier but still get mon-tues off instead of the weekends killing anytime i thought i had .. Vanyel's Croup healed up fine and he is better and the rash is gone it was a reaction to The bounce i used at a friends one day, teach me to use something new. hehehe.
 
I am looking for part time work .. hoping to get into the Dell tech support centre like the hubby, it's a good job and pays well and right now thats a good thing after all the move in hell we had here we need the extra few bux a month to get caught up. if not i am sure my dream catchers and Cloak broaches should help out if nothing else .. and if it comes down to it i can sell my cloak ... (heh no way S would KILL me, she made it ya know).
 
So for once there is a bunch of good news. does anyone else have any to share? none of my friends ever do anything in their spaces so i never know whats happening until they call me lol ... WRITE IN THEM ALREADY PPLS!!!
 
anyway i am off to bed it's going to be an early morning if this week goes well and things stay stable i have some talking to do with My son Alex's dad. I am not sure what to do here, but i come in and out of his life to much and thats not good for him. so i will talk to Joe and see what he thinks and maybe we can work something out. As long as i am cool about things he usually is too ... it's usually my fault if i set him off (no joke) i get like that sometimes i do the same thing to Scott (hubby) .
 
anyway on to the pics:
 
 
3/5/2006

FInally

Finally! Ya know after a long hard day where nothing is going right and you fell like you can barely keep up? And at the end of that day when all is said and done all you can do is sit back and just heave a huge sigh of relief? well it's almost we get him .. and thats ok with me. i want pictures i plan to post some here in the next few days or so when i can find some time to actually pick through the pictures and post em.
like this past month has been that day and finally yesterday and today i am heaving my sigh of relief and trying to get back normal life, However, Vanyel's birthday is comming up here this tuesday and wow a year already. i am going to get his cake on monday and one for everyone else too since he is gonna ruin the one
 
 
Late all .. have a good one
Love ya
K
3/2/2006

Well now .. this has been nothing but hell this week

Well to start we set up that we were going to move from that place on the 24th, as other blogs tell ya, well we come up with the $144.00 prorated amount to move in on the 24th. All was going well until a couple of friends who had planned to move in with us BAILED the day after we sign a 1 year lease. now normally this wouldn't be a problem except we spent all kinds of extra money to get in here early so they could get out of the crap place they were living in and we got into an extra large condo for the same reason, which is more expensive and no utilities included. IF they had informed us about 4 days previous then we would have gotten a place just as big but cheaper and in an apartment not a condo meaning everything included. so ok .. we find we have JUST enough for rent but nothing else ... so we figure we will be ok and catch up. WRONG!! it turns out that the Damage Deposit amount hadn't come from the bank account yet so we plan around that and worked it out and managed again to make it. THEN after someone helps us out with a loan for the amount we needed we are ready to pay rent again. so on the first the hubby goes to check the account to make sure it's all good due to bank fees he thinks he might have to deposit 15 bux or so, and he finds almost $200.00 missing from his bank account. it turns out the prorated amount and the deposit for the digital phone came out late like 2 weeks late .. so off we go again ... i call a friend of mine in the states and tell her the situation, i needed to cry, and she sends me MORE then enough to help out. all as of tonight all is great. NOW! for the piss ya off part hehe. we had 5 people lined up to help us move on the 24th, come 5 pm no one has shown up yet. so we call the outlaws (Snicker) and hubbies dad comes to help us out. but he is a 50year old with athsma and this can't be good since my cats decided they weren't happy with what was happening ... YUCK!! ok fine so we get SOME stuff moved but not much and not enough to live on ... so the next day i plan for about 4 more people to help out .. and again late that night no one still. so we dip into what we thought at the time (we were wrong) was ren money and book a U-Haul for the next day for 12 hours, and get a friend to drive for us. Keep in mind that right now that the old place is still a horrid mess ... and we need to be out in like a day maybe 2... so we figure this should only take an hour or so maybe 3 at the monst .. well ... hubby and Friend leave at like 2:30 and aren't finished until around midnight. so now my firned is pissed and OH ya We still left a bunch of stuff behind ... soo .. the next day we try and get the house unpacked this takes us HOURS .. and the old landlady calls and says she is comming the next day at 11 to move us out .. so now we need to get over there n cleran like mad but i can't find a baby sitter so i can't go because of cleaners and such we can't take the little one, so hubby goes to clean the place and it takes him around 7 hours .. so he is home at about 5 am .. trailing with him (on his bike mind) everything he could possibly carry. which wasn't much .. so we left ALOT behind .. and ar back to almost square one expect we have a place to sleep and food and dishes we got all the important stuff but we left shelves and such behind so now we have no place to unpack our stuff to lol .. so this took up about a week of my time not to mention doctors appointments and i still don't know whats happening .. but i am hoping to find out this comming monday .. anyway thatsmy hell for the week how was urs??
 
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO DID TRY AND FIND THE TIME AND FINANCES TO HELP US OUT ... WE APPRECIATE IT!!!
2/11/2006

ok so here we go again

Heh, i know i have been comlaining alot and honestly, most people say "things can't really be all THAT bad" but it is and they are, hubby has taken alot of time off work .. and if things go badly i can get on AISH but if not then all this time with him not be able to work will make things hell on me and my son's, since one never sees me any more and the other one sees me only when i can get out to the living room to lay on the couch and try to spend some time with him ... i get to sit here for a bit in the evenings .. but even then it's not for long i get to sore ... the doctor won't give me anything for pain until they know what it is .. they can't restart the hormone therapy either .. so now it's just suffer through it .. seeing my father in law today was hard, ya know putting on a brave face and all "ya i feel fine doing alot better" i have even been doing that with friends because i am afriad well .. they will think i am just getting bitchy or something ...

And Miss Mouse thanx for all ur help ... especially tonight ... i needed the little break on ur couch instead of mine ..

I have been looking forward to this move forever but we won't know until monday, i don't see why we wouldn't get it .. but thatsmy bit of good news the place is huge and has so much room and even a fireplace ... that makes me so happy. i was giddy for the longest time after we saw it .. and it's right near the inlaw's so it will be so much easier to see them more .. and the area is so quiet and peaceful (unlike stoney plain rd) ..


Well heres to hoping.

i am gonna thank everyone for all the support lately .. and for Joe not calling and getting mad at me and to Pat, since i am sure she understands .. at least i hope everyone does .. I will try and get better as soon as i can .. well as soon as the doctors figure it out anyway .. thanx everyone ... the cleaning and cooking and watching my son have been WAY above and beyond the call of duty i am soo glad to have friends like you.
2/10/2006

Drinks

Havign a few drinks at a friends place and relaxing ... went and saw my father in law tongiht and that was kinda cool .. we put in the credit check for the condo were moving too .... and well ... heh it seems i just can't relax ... things just keep getting worse .. well the pain is ... and i just can't take the time to rest because of the moving. not having anyone to watch the baby or help around the house with scott working .. and he took so much time off last pay period that this check was 300 less then it was supposed to be .. messing up everything .. good news is we only have to pay our pet deposit for one cat instead of 4 ... YAY ..

Wow what a week

Ok so my chances for cancer have become slim or so the quack says, he doesn't seem to know to much. but the pain is still there and the meds i was taking quit working and so far no one has told me anything, MAN i hate doctors sometimes, my son Vanyel decided to play superman and crawl up onto the couch then proceed to turn around and try to wlk on air .. before i could catch him .. so we had to run him in for emergency dental this morning only to find out he won't be losing a tooth ... but i dunno, if your child fell and hit his mouth (open to boot) on hard plastic cover and started to bleed really bad, i think, you would think what i thought.
 
so ya htings just keep getting better and NOW, the new ownders of this place are saying becayse they didn't get our rent notice until the 5th they are taking our damage deposit AND we have to pay marches rent .. OMG .. this is nuts .. but waiting is not an option either cause my son needs more room .. grr .. this is nuts .. so the stress that is my life continues leaving me no room for anything else in life .. i can't even take the time for a bath unless it's 2 am ... and now i am writing my blogs at one AM just so peeps stay updated .. my kid has started refusing to sleep .. i mean life has become so crazy around here ... hopefully it will calm down soon .. HOPEFULLY!!!
 
 
night all
1/31/2006

Really Nasty Day

So i don't have to type this again here is a copy of my send e-mail, i hate all of this i really do ... i have so many things to do and i can't do anything
 
 Ok well here it is, I got a call from the doctor saying he wanted to see me this morning at 11. so running a bit late i run down there and get ushered into the office without even time to get my cloak off.
i sit and wait for a couple minutes nervous as hell ... i am expecting the worst, well... i got what i expected. I was informed i have a leision  on my uteran wall which has a very good chance of being canserous .. 4 inches wide and 3 inches thick. meaning big. I am going to get a phone call in a day or so from a Ob/Gyn for an appointment to have a biopsy done. either way it means surgury. if it's benign they will remove just the leision it'self and if it's cancerous they will be sending me in for a partial hystarectomy to remove it and anywhere else it may have spread. And to top it all off well ... the cramps and everything else came back today now that the hormones i was taking are out of my system.This also means that again i won''t me around much and proably not much up to even getting out of bed, Just like before.

So ya. thats it that's all . I thought i would send this out seeing as there are a couple of people who have been looking for updates about the doctors visits and such. well here it is. *scared* i am just a little nervous and kinda freaking. but i think it will be ok ... stressing me out tho.




Love you all and thank you so much for being there for me it's really helped


Always a friend,
Chantelle John (a.k.a) Rizzo / Kalira





P.S that flute i have been trying to get .. I GOT IT!!! ... hehe thats my good news .. lol
1/29/2006

Better now

Well the hormone therapy has paid off ... things r starting to look better ... i maybe getting sugury in the next couple of months .. i will have to wait and see what my doctor says . and i have alittle kitten i am trying to ifnd a good home for ... ... plus we are moving to a bigger place so my son can have his own room .. and maybe Alex can come over since i will have more space there too ..
1/24/2006

yuck what a week

well ... to make a long story short i had a horrible week, i got ill .. and the doctors still don't know whats wrong so they have me on hormone therapy, i really don't think people want a discription of the exact problem. so lets just say it sucked, so here i was barely able to leave bed and going to the doctor every 2 days for tests ..... they all came out negative so it's all good ... and i have to go for an ultrasound on friday (no i am not pregnant) ... and i will be having surgury in the next few months to get rid of the problem regardless of what it is thanx to a doctor who actually listens to me lol .... as far as the good news goes .. my sons been sick too .. ear infections .. turns out to just be minor infections cause by his pulling his ears ... so we got something to help with that ... and due to my own damned lazyness i missed my visit with my son due to being sick of course but ... like the idiot i am i forgot to phone him ... like i promised i would if i couldn't make it ... so this week has been particulary hellish.
 
 
Hopefully our checks are in soon and i can go shoppping for my new flute .. that will make things feel better.
12/23/2005

Christmas

MERRY  CHRISTMAS TO  EVERY ONE
 
 
 
 
Ok, well this can really be the worst time of the year for me. I have 5 kids and i only get to spend this time of year with one. i get them all presents but only one gets to open them with me on Christmas morning. Plus i have to work out When to see my hubbies family since they all work this time of year, and then i have to work out when to see my family, plus i have to work out when to see my kids. so it makes for hard time of a year. I really wish it was already over with.
 
Alex is gonna love his present. It's a NERF gun set that comes with a DVD so he can play missions on the tv with his guns.
 
Vanyel is less then a year old so his toys were simple .. we take him to a toy store if he grabs it he got it. hehe at least this way i know he will be interested in them and he doesn't know we bought them for him.
 
Quinncy, well, i wasn't sure what to get for him but i got him some books because they said he likes to read. and i got some of the dreaded clothing all children hate to get but need.
 
Tapanga got a new doll house and i am sure i got her more barbies for her collection. i hope she doesn't have them already.
 
Leslie, If you know the story you will understand, he got poitsettas for Christmas this year instead of roses. i thought omething special would be nice.
 
And many more for many more people ... i wish i was rich then i wouldn't have to worry about what this means for groceries this month and next ..or what it means to my creditcard bills.
 
But i got some really nice stuff .. well ONE really nice present ... I got a gift card from a friend sometime before Christmas so i used it to get food stuffs, another friend of mine is taking me to the shooting range just after christmas and one friend got me a gift certificate to go to the movies and she is gonna babysit while me and Scott go see Narnia. But the best of all is what scott got me. Ya know when walking through the malls you see these really nice bowls making a mist. Well, he got me a gargoyle mister that hangs ont he walll ... it is just wonderful i love it. and it comes with led lights so the mist glows a blue color .. which in fact doesn't show well on pictures
 
and he loves harry potter so i got him harry potter Trading card collector tins. and i bought stuff for all my friends too ... well i tried to get em all some only got cards. i wish i could have gottent hem something.
 
Bye all .. have a great year since it's almost over
12/21/2005

Today and yesterday i guess

Well, another day in the life of ME!! hehe. Kidding another almost boring day i gt a new surround sound system for my computer today (THANK YOU C & S) and Scott got a new winter jacket. well none of it is new but it was free and from friends and thats all to the better. I have been tired today but i got to spend some time with one of my best friends and got him his Christmas present ... he looked like he loved it but i dunno. Yesterday i was able to give away another present to so things are turning out good this year i think i have a couple more gifts to get .. Sandi, Sarah, Blain, Vanyel of course and Alex's of course ... the kids always get lots :D .. ANYway ... MERRY BAH HUMBUG all .. see ya later
12/15/2005

Good day

Well another good day,
I found a new MMORPG to play .. this one is TOTALLY free .. no costs at all .. and it's kinda like warcraft, eq2 and final fantasy all in one .. it's cool here take the link FlyFF it's not to bad .. character creation is remeidial at best but other then that i quite enjoy it. for free it's worth it .. check it out.
 
On the other side of news,
I might get to see Alex tomorrow .. he is growing up so fast ... I just wish i had more time to spend with him ... and i wish i knew what to do when with him .. he has so much energy and i have more or less no energy any more ...
 
 
any thats all ..
later
12/13/2005

HEHE good weeks now and ahead

    well, My friend had her baby. beautilful baby she is too. she was born at 2lbs 2oz and she is the cutest thing.    
    I have been fending off the advances of ex-boyfriends like nuts i swaer if i didn't know that all they were after was someone they THOUGHT they could manipulate because there was no one else left i would have a swelled head thinking i was the godesses gift to men. HA!! ya right at 200 and some lbs i am lucky fiance loves me still hehehe .. But geeze it seem no matter what i do i can't get rid of these jerks one minute their sorry for everything the next I'M the bitch (again) and they don't want anything to do with me. it's freakin hilarious, i know i shouldn't laugh at them but after hitting me and dumping me repeatedly did they actually think that after i found the real deal i was gonna fall back after them? HA!!! idiots!! the lot of em.
 
    All and all i think things are turning out well, life is beginning to get slow and boring like the life of a mother does, change the diaper feed the baby bathe the baby change another diaper feed the baby again play with the baby, hehehe with all the boredom i wonder where i get time for myself i didn't know the same routine everyday can carry a person a whole year my son is nearly a year old now and wow is he ever growing. Same with my boy Alex i got to see him again for the first time in a while a couple weeks back and wow he is getting so big. and he is so much fun ... all energy, i look at him and wonder if i had energy like that once. sometimes i wonder if he will hate me for leaving Joe,  
    I got some new pictures i will be posting soon  of Alex and Vanyel ... they r both my prides .. and i so miss my other kids but theres really no helping that ... even if i wanted to.
 
    Bah!! enough of my whining ... how is everyone else? well Sarah is doing great now and Blain has gone back home to go back to work, they plan to let the baby go back home soon to .. as soon as she gains enough  weight, alot of my other friends r doing great too but no great changes it's more or less all the same. Scott's job is going so well he is loving it but he gets so bored sometimes after 5 years of walking and running around as a waiter sitting in a chair for 8 hours is hell hehe. and me? i am good with all the bitching i do i am actually pretty good my son is great and being a stay at home mom is awsome. some of my past needs fixing but that will take it's time and until then i have my friends to hang on to. OH YA!!! my sister is GONE!! she moved i have no idea where too tho ... but she is gone,  she still owes me for rent and a 230 dollar phone bill .. it WAS 200 but we got another bill in with even more charges on it ... Gawd. some people u try to help em and they walk all over you.
 
     oh well .. enjoy all i ranted and raved no i am done ... send a hello sometime
 
 
P.S more great news i no longer have to worry about taking in my neice cause HA!! fuck em.  AND .... I'M NOT PREGNANT YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11/2/2005

Quietness

Things have been so Very strange lately, i am not used to being home alone during the Day .. the husband used to work nights and now with him working days it's so damned quiet around here. i mean the baby is noisy as usual .. but none of the HOMEBODY feeling my husband has. hehe with him working this new job he is home evenings which is cool but in bed alot earlier.
 
The house wife life is really quiet .. at least i can go shopping hahaha
10/30/2005

Whole new life

Well things are definatly chaning for the better. The husband Scott got a new job and instead of J.O.B (just Over Broke) he has a career now. at Dell .. making 10g's more a year then before. He won't be a waiter any more and i can be a house wife like i alwasy wanted. My sister is moving out (no doubt damned good news) and i might be having another baby. If i am pregnant then i want another girl. i think i have enough boys. anything as long as it's healthy is good for me. soon everything will be good we will be caught up on our bills and can move to a bigger place with more Room for Vanyel. we are definatly starting a whole new life and i am scared but very happy.
9/25/2005

Long week

This is proving to be a really long week, first i have to replace my mic, not hard they r cheap they my keyboard goes haywaire messing everything up and i CAN'T replace that so i had to go to goodwill, then all hell breaks lose with my sister i have jury selection on Monday which i am SURE i will not be able to get out of ick which will mess everything up with finding work and what not. Man have things ever gotten F**ked up this week. and on top of it all i am trying to find a new place big enough for 3 adults an infant and a young child at a price a single adult on minimun wage can afford. figure that one out. Money isn't so much a problem just have to be able to pay for the place once my sister and her daughter leave. and right now with jury selection happening i can't afford to go looking for work.
 
On the plus side ^^^+++
Vanyel is almost walking at 6 1\2 months, and he is talking too. The hubby is doing good and he is looking for more work as per usual. i have been getting steadily better in health thank god and my sister is doing much better, I plan to try and find work as soon as i can i have a friend who is more then willing to get me contacts to his work for great jobs .. although out of town they will be more then worth it when it comes to getting paid.
 
oh well .. night all
9/4/2005

COOLER

ok well it seems all is workoing out well i got stuff going with the courts my little neice will be here in a couple of weeks na my sister is workout well here to but we NEED a bigger place haha

HOLY S**T

ok trouble is here and i hate to pull this stuff outta air but some people have to lighten up and think of others .. if they read this they will know who i am talking about .. i have no need to see ill will on anyof these people but for damned sakes they need to look at the bigger picture before they start freaking out on other people
 
9/3/2005

WOW what a day

Well this is just great i got people threatning to take my baby away haha .. or threatining to call Social services on me anyway for no good reason but to be vindictive .. heh OH YAY like i need that shit right now. things r good other then that tho, wedding is being planned a good friend of mine is married yay and another good friend of mine just brought the spice back to what was already a wonderful partnership.. so needless enough to  say all is working out well ... You should see Vanyel he is beautiful, he is crawling and sitting up on his own. holds his own bottle and keeps me busy all day he has soo much energy in him .. always playing ..
 
so i hope all is well out there in cyber land cause all is well here
 
 
 C.J